youre not ugly

Oh, My Lord, let me be an instrument of Your love! Allow me to be part of Your Divine plan. I do not want to be away from you, and I do not impose any conditions! I acknowledge that I have no right to impose any conditions because I have grown apart from the ideal.
I have committed so many mistakes by polluting the Earth, rivers, the air, and I have caused unnecessary suffering to many people, I have also been cruel to animals and done so many other bad things that I know I deserve nothing, but I accept you, My Lord, as the one who can decide my future.